You get used to it. We have another meeting with Vincent (the production designer) when a fax comes in, telling us we have a refusal for a small amount of money we asked from the Dutch Film Fund. Since I started working on this film I have never got money from them in one go. Always first a refusal and then a yes. I don’t know what to think about it this time. I have to let it go. It is a pity; this is again something that will delay the project.